Saturday Blues Of Emptiness

January 17, 2009

Have you ever felt that weird sense of belonging? The feeling where you belong somewhere, at that very special spot where only you can feel the comfort it offers? I feel it's slipping away from me.

Is this the effect of indulging into things that is not of your passion?

I want to run away, from the painful reality.
I'm at home, yet I don't feel at home.
I find solace outside the house.
I have my own space, but I want my own space.
I have my family, but I want my own family.
See, it's complicated.
I just don't know what I want anymore.
I guess, I just want to be happy.
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And then someone told me "you should be grateful that you still have your family around you."

Yes, I should be grateful.

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