Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Konon Jiwa Kacau

April 24, 2009

Aku pandang langit tiga malam berturut-turut, dan aku nampak taburan bintang-bintang yang sangat cantik. So tantalising. Yet, so mysterious. When I was a kiddo with thick plastic spectacles and bad burn marks, gazing at the stars has been a must-do activity every time emak instructed me to lock the gate.

Dapat tengok benda indah, tapi tak dapat cerita hidup yang indah.

And suddenly, I freaked out.

Genap tiga kali aku berfikir,was it something i said?

Or something that i did?,or was i always in the way?

And i need someone to tell me what to say..

It's overwhelming. It's a mixture of all emotions jumbled up in one tiny heart. It's like opening a door without knowing what's waiting behind the door. Raksasa seperti Shrek kah? Atau Prince Charming seperti Micheal Scofield?

Uncertainties definitely freaks me out.

Oh, lupa. Aku sepatutnya bersyukur, bukan whining macam budak kecil tak dapat lolipop.

Terima kasih, Tuhan.

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