Monday, August 31, 2009

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I miss you
Damn much
And i want you so badly
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..Blurp...

Dawn
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Should be 3 1/2 0r 4 and 1/2
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Where did it go wrongs?
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Can it be settle anyway?
I wish it could not turn this way..
And i wish it would end peacefully..

Saturday, July 25, 2009

When a leftie snap a pic with the right hand, they'd think it's art

Let the hands do the talking.



It's been talking a lot lately. Sampai naik urat hijau,
Replacing the traditional way with the tongue and the lips.


Hahaha!!!

Tiba-tiba rasa macam statement pervert je.


How about (...)

What if you found out that lecturer is myspace-ing, facebook-ing, friendster-ing, myyearbook-ing and youtube-ing?

What if you found out that he/she is blog-ing?
What if he/she said plenty of fuck-ing?




I'm thinking of quitting - everything...
Maybe disappear...
So that I won't be too fixated with the online things.
Or too disturbed with a merely-meaningless online status.
Or too obsessed with a priceless page.
Kan?


Maybe I should just keep it by myself.
Dan biar jadi gila sekalipun --
Malas.

(...)

Lagi 3 hari macam ni, boleh naik gila aku dibuatnya..




Ok, aku tak kuat
Nak menangis

Ada sesiapa boleh pinjamkan bahu tak?

Friday, June 5, 2009

Just let go


June 5, 2009


Not everything is fixable... my heart, for one, is not... can u look around and count how many FRIENDS u have. I mean, the real ones?
Because u never know.when someone u care as much as a BROTHERS tells u're SELFISH and that he's grown and u are still a CHILD -
Oh! what an irony, isnt it? as i was the one crying over the phone because he has grown so much! What do u do? what can u do?when the words wont come out and the tears keep falling, all at the same time, and ur heart is beating 300 miles fast.
What can i say in my defense:
Im a silly girl that believes in fairytales.
What do u say? what can u say?when u HAVENT SPOKEN to a person for a months, because ur being patient, and he says his silence speaks for itself.
What do u hear? what can u hear?
Let me just say this, i hear only silence.
I dont play games and im real.
I've held his hand while he cryed in dispair, and, trust me, i was ALWAYS THERE, and im in peace with me.
Blaming it on me wont make it my fault.
I'ts all on u.
I'ts all on u.and for me...
I just HAVE TO LET GO.
I'm closing that door now.




This time i do give a damn

June 5, 2009

I believe that everything happen for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so that you appreaciate them when they're right, you believe lies.
So you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
And sometimes good things falls apart, so better things can fall together.
So screw anybody else who says their eyes can see better..
blah!!!